I was looking at old pictures the other day..."back in the day" when I was in my mid twenties.  Now I look at those pics and think, "I was pretty hot"!  The sad thing is, I thought I was fat.  Thanks to our cultural obsession with weight and being stick thin!  I hated wearing a bathing suit in public, never looked in a mirror and when I did, focused on flaws instead of assets.  At 108-110 lbs then, with barely any body fat and rock hard abs, I had nothing to be disappointed about!  Well, this summer, the bikini is coming out! Because at 125 lbs I'm still pretty happy with me and I don't want to waste a minute.  When I'm 80, I don't want to look at pictures of me today and wonder why I was so hard on myself and didn't appreciate the time for what it was.